Jan 26, 2011

Break The Rut


Nothing like starting the day with a bit of animated inspiration.

Coming back to the familiarities of home has been both a sharp shock and a return to, borrow a phrase from Jim Morrison, to the "woolly cotton brains of infancy." Nothing was easy while I was in New York; I got lost on the subway, my phone died, my dirty accommodations had spotty wireless and scatty heating, I stepped in ankle-deep puddles wearing good leather boots on the way to a job interview.

Yet there was something enlivening about it all, because it wasn't, to use Basquiat's phrase, "Samo". It wasn't a rut. And that's the thing about a place like New York: it would be almost impossible for me to get into a rut. I suppose I could just stay in, "looking out of the window, staying out of the sun", and rely solely on work for my single daily diversion... but why? The spiritual, mental, and the artistic are on an equal playing field in my world, and to deaden the outer will inevitably affect the inner, leading to a domino-like tsunami of depression and unnecessary isolation.

In the video (which does contain a swearing, so a word of warning if you're sensitive to that kind of thing), the wise, witty host simply if effectively outlines the dangers of The Rut while simultaneously showing us how the silly, the bizarre, and the random work in unison to provide something hugely valuable and important. (This makes me wish I hadn't missed the Paul Thek exhibit at the Whitney, which closed days before I visited; if anyone knew a thing or two about the silly, the bizarre, and the random, it was Thek.) The advice around the whys and wherefores of ruts is interesting; if you do anything artistic, Lev Yilmaz (the talented host/animator) notes, you'll fall into a rut because you'll "make art based on what people expect of you rather than what you're actually thinking about."

I actually stopped the video - twice - to re-listen to that line. It hit on the precise reason I don't look at Google Analytics too minutely (though I'm bowled over with gratitude at my readership -thank you!!); my blog isn't (and will never be) about what people expect of me, but rather, what I'm thinking about, what's inspiring me, interesting me, and making me bust out of the rut. Maybe Play Anon is my perfect rut-busting routine. Wait, not "routine" but... unroutine. Maybe it's the same for you, too.

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